14052015

nichts wie weg
Before you decide that he’s the one you want to spend the rest of your life with know that he was mine and I was his. I came before you and there isn’t a place where my hands haven’t been. He loved me. He might still love me now and if you ever fall asleep beside him- know that I one day did too with my head on his chest. I loved him. I think that I might still love him now. 
Before you decide that he’s the one for you- know that I, too, thought there would never be a day where I’d have to live without him- know that I was wrong. He doesn’t know how to stay and you won’t be the one to teach him. You won’t be the one he stays for. His mother raised him to belong too much to hisself and never to anyone else and I wish somebody would have told me that. I wouldn’t have spent so much time loving him if I had known what you know now and I don’t mean for this to sound bitter - but sometimes love isn’t enough to stay.
Wisst ihr, aus gegebenen Gründen berührt mich nicht viel in letzter Zeit. Aber dieses englische Zitat, gefunden auf Tumblr, das berührt mich durch und durch. Das verleiht mir eine Gänsehaut. Und wisst ihr, warum? Weil es stimmt, weil es nicht als stimmt. Es ist, als hätte es mir gerade jemand von der Seele geschrieben. Danke, Fremder, für so viel Mitgefühl. 

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